Lonely....

Today is a rainy day. it's been raining since morning....
well, now i'm at my school library,sitting in front one of library's PC.There are only me, the librarian and a student.maybe because it's saturday, students here won't come on weekends.
actually i intend to study for my test on the 25th august. But i can't concentrate at all.

It's freezing inside the school...it's like snowing....even wearing a jacket still makes me feel freezing.

i don't mind my body to be freezed ,it's my soul that must be warm...feel so lonely deep inside.....i want somebody to be beside me ....nagging around....i just don't know who she is,where she is,what she is doing now,how is she doing.....

I admitted that i maybe too young to have a girlfriend, but i think it is the essential thing that i need right now.I need somebody to share with, who loves me. i am also not the type of the men which women want .

i hope i can meet u soon.....
Au revoir